I am very sensitive to meds ... very small changes can have a profound impact on me ... I had raised my trazadone to theraputic levels and was feeling slightly hypo ... in other words feeling great ... like my old self ...

but then I got very dizzy ... lowered the trazadone .. went away ...

then my blood pressure spiked ... was the trazadone ...

by trial and error I have found my anxiety med does also ... I can lower one and raise the other and be ok ...

so now my decision ... be happy or be anxious ... I have settled for anxiety free ... but it sure felt good to be happy again ... don't you just love this sh** ...

I wonder sometimes if it is really worth it to be so dependent on these little tiny pills ... but the wife says take them ... so I guess I will ....

just too tired to care or fight any more .... Tigger ...

ps: sometimes I wonder why I ever left "my little Korean" ... but that's a different story ... relax , not going there ...