my story seems to always end in the same situation depression....
i have a problem with handling my depression... struggling for 14 yrs and feeling 60 when im only 31. i can't handle it anymore!!!

my reasons for being here are my children but how can i be a good mom when i'm like this? finically i'm broke, i'am trying to get out of an abusive relationship, i have binging and purging problems, I dull the pain by smoking pott and once in awhile drinking. if its not one thing its another. I'm fully aware that others have it alot worse but i just feel as if i'm at the edge and am falling once again