Another day of feeling pretty miserable...

I don't really know what I am doing with my days at the moment. Basically sit around all day just ticking over browsing the internet or listening to music. I'm still keeping on top things that need to done on the whole, but it's more like I'm just on auto-pilot...

The only real enjoyment I get at the moment is reading before bed. I'm thankful for that at least.

I've only been feeling like this for a week. I almost feel like a fraud posting here... but it seems like forever... it is true I haven't been truly happy in a long time though.

I'm just counting down the days until I see my psychiatrist... 3 more to go...

My heart goes out to everyone who has been suffering with this for a long time...