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Originally Posted by Lefty the Salesman
Moving tools, material and furniture alone all day for seven days straight now; hypo from stress under medication; weight at all-time high; business is good; had visual hallucinations today of someone in the room beside me. Made my boss cry. Talking with my brother for the first time in 3 years. My brain is ignoring both Valium and Ambien. Played "The Morning Papers" around 20 times the day Prince died.
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visual helusinations are horrible!
i remember 1 time i was convinced a girl was behind me, only about 4 or 5 and she'd been burnt by a fire. (fire is a consistent thing with me, little bit of a trigger)
anyway it developed in to the mom standing next to her and trying to reasure her... so scary.
i wrote 4 things in my journal today. (just feel in a writing mood). 3 creative type things (or in my case, not really creative, but it's their) and the rest updates.
feeling good too, as i just got this new cd by Fatima Al Qadiri and i'm loving it.