FM

Thanks for the email of confidence. I did not get to it till after I did my bit. I was surprised you remembered. My presentation went well, great, beautiful... according to others. Once again, I am having a hard time hearing other people'swords, because I have "rehooked " FOO 's treatment of me to my value and worth; I won't bend, continue to meet my needs, and their not driving/taxing to attend. I know I'll be fully back to my new regular base line soon. I am at my place for less than two weeks, and I don't have a particular desire to get together with you before I leave for the summer. It might be that I don't want to dump on you the feelings I'm experiencing from having been less than 1/2-2 hours from some FOO. I could call or go to standby, but I'm not sidelined by it, and I'm moving forward. I'm letting others in. Given my new poverty, I'm letting W. pay for a 3 week vacation, then I'm off to P and N for work. I may make a quick stop back to check on the cage fighter (or let him be), thenmaybe we can meet and catch-up.

I used to send these kinds of emails to you all the time, but never to my other friends, so maybe you are ceasing to be my therapist subconsciously. Also, I did not feel a need or want to contact you before I left or during my trip. These are all good things, even though you would respond, "Why would it matter?"

Thanks again for thinking of me though.

wtr