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That's interesting. I have pretty much the same problem with buying stuff, maybe not as extreme, I don't ever care about apples or other food, but with clothes and appliances I try to be careful but any damage at least irritates me greatly.
I generally watch only on-demand TV shows/series or you can "rewind" if it has already started (like with the iPlayer). I do mind missing the first few minutes of a TV series episode and I will always only watch it from the very start (if possible, otherwise I'll just make do).
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