In the past, I've been a perfectionist. Now? I'm not sure. I'm just starting to get to know myself again. In this moment, I'm too sick to register or give this question the thought I should maybe. My usual self probably is an all or nothing type unfortunately. I need to find my middle ground again. Perfect doesn't exist, but being able to give something my full effort is a happy place for me. I've lowered my standards out of necessity. I need other people's help to raise them. Guess I'm just confused. And why does this question make me cry?