One thing I've learned about being on the dissociative spectrum is that this is very time consuming. That leads me to...again....anger.
Everything takes forever to process when I have to listen for so long. It's sooo time consuming to make decisions or even to talk! I've definitely noticed I take a back seat in conversations anymore. I'm scared to open my mouth.

Also a decision is never final. I think something is decided & then a week or month or yrs later the decision is brought out again & has to be rehashed.
Again the time thing.
We move on a glacial speed timeline.