Thanks for the reply. It just doesn't seem how much I show that I care, it just isn't good enough.... I know beyond a doubt that she likes me just as much as I like her.... but I'm thinking she's trying to reject me to avoid the pain of another failed relationship.

Part of why I ask in the first place is that she is more than likely mentally unstable. She suffers from post traumatic stress disorder, disociative personality disorder, was abused both physicly and sexually (even raped)... among other things, and it seems that it's starting to take on toll on me now. I thought I could handle all of this crap.

In the past week I've been doing quite of bit of thinking, some research, and out of curiousity I took a few self-tests for a number of disorders. I've become more alert of problems I have in my life. In the self-tests I took (along with the descriptions of the disorders), I scored very high as attention deficit, obsessive compulsive, and avoidant/anti-social. Is it posible that I really do have mental problems of my own, only highly succeptible to suggestion, or just trying to find a way to relate with this girl to be accepted?