I feel f-ing lonely. I find myself on here a lot these days just looking for folks to relate to. My husband doesn't understand me and probably never will. I don't really have any friends I can talk to about my bipolar issues, especially without feeling like debby downer. And I can't make bp support chat tonight, which I was hoping to. I really would like to drink or smoke right now, but am trying to lay off that **** for a bit.

How do you handle feeling like no one understands?