I guess I do get the idea. I have been going through depression now; and I tend to have it pretty bad during the spring. It seems like so many bad things happened in my life in the springtime. So far, things are alright. But I keep thinking that the roof is going to come down any time soon now.

Last year at this time, I was in the hospital. I had prostate cancer surgery. I was in the hospital for three days and then went back in for another three days. I have "flashbacks" about it. The way it looks outside now looks just like it did last year. So it reminds me of that time. It was a down time for me but it was not that bad. There were some good times with it, too, believe it or not!