oh Rap, I read what you say and I feel like crying. You are very kind. I am also sad that you were not allowed to tell. It was also the times I believe, no one spoke of any of this when I was a child. I want to believe you. I feel good when I read this and I want to believe you but in the back of ny mind I think well, she doesn't really know me. Was I too busy dealing with the youngest's ocd or was I too busy dealing with my own ptsd to see whatever was happening with him. This goes way back our kind words and caring.he used to have such separation anxiety issues with me. Ha Ha , I quess both ways. I will allow myself to absorb what you have given me and feel it and be available to my sweet babies now as that is the best thing I know how to do. Thank you for