unfortunately I hear what you are saying. I read your post and it is good you are letting it out in the way you did, it is better to write it than to do it (if you know what I mean). People on here, a lot of them, are real good listeners at times nothing helps but other times there are things they can help with if it just be the talking. Anyway feel free to pm me if you want to just let it out, I am a good listener and I don't take offense to much a anything.

Hopes