((((((ethersvirtue))))))

You are NOT an utter failure spiritually. You are an aching, wounded person whom God loves very much.

Without getting too preach here, it is not the spirit of God that tells you that you're a failure. God is LOVE and COMPASSION. He understands. He truly does.

I can relate to how you are feeling. I wish I was where you are, so we could hang out together and help eachother through the loneliness and isolation.

Best wishes to you. Try your best. That is all you can ask of yourself and ALL that God asks of you.

(((Hugs))) if you want them,
Angela