Thunder bow you are absolutely right
I'm in the same situation
After been bulled for almost two years I'm in a recovery chapter right now, some days I'm feeling high in energy and others low, sometimes enthusiastic and others pessimistic. And I can understand why ... Is like the feeling of fear is more intese some days than others. The time when I was bullied changed my life, now that I'm free of that, I need to re build my life and I'm trying to do it one step at the time ...
I found this quote

http://forums.psychcentral.com/attac...1&d=1461469599