Ehh I've been drinking every night for a week now after a huge blowout between my bf and I. It got very VERY ugly. I'm just hoping I don't completely go down that road where I become physically addicted...again.

And I know I've already expressed this before, but I'm very sorry about your husband. I can't even imagine. I have a memorial tattoo on my back for my mom. It means a lot to me.

I also have a tat on my wrist covering self harm and a suicide scar. The scar was so big I couldn't wear short sleeves in public. The tat is a skeleton key because those keys open more than one door. So in a way im closing old doors to my past and opening new ones. That tat means a lot to me as well.

I'm glad you're doing ok though given your circumstances. Stay strong for your boy. You have many friends here so whenever you feel lonely, just post. We'll do our best to brighten your mood. ((Hugs))

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