I guess I explained to her that I wanted to have male friends I am close too first so that I become used and comfortable with company. So I learn what is the appropriate amount of boundaries I need to have. My psychologist is concerned that I am isolating myself but I don't know how to deal with it because no matter what I do people always notice that there is something up with me. They pick up on my lack of concentration and I guess I have been isolating myself because it is too much being around people when they pick up something is up and then I get lectured not to behave like a brain dead vegetable it sucks and I don't know what to do. I guess to stop the judgement and being made fun of I isolated myself from all human contact.
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