Sherri: Omg...I'm so tired and hurting all the time. The workers work hard pain free but it tears me up. Why can't I be more like them, pain tolerant?

Our job has become time consuming (thank God for the distraction from all this) for about 40-50 hours a week.

Now that it's been a few months there, we've figured out our groove and all past "issues" within us and at our place of employment has been resolved- for now.

We still do that switchy thing, but we have a leader that keeps us centered on our immediate activities: distractions and thoughts that are immediate triggers.

But all that seems like so not my business, I'm just glad that they got it under control. Today I'm going to treat myself to a scrub and maybe do some shopping, not much though because we are destined to be moving here in about a month so we are saving up for it.