I have a problem I'm still in love with my daughter's father. I don't know what's wrong with me it's been three years since we have separated. When we were together it was hell he would make fun of me cuss at me de grade me just a horrible person. Three years ago I cheated on him he was really hurt. It wasn't long and he found someone else. They have been together for three years now off and on. She has moved out twice but they keep getting back together. He has no idea about all the mental issues I've had to deal with. I've gained 50 pounds on these medicines. I'm pretty sure he doesn't want me anymore. He has a lot of pride. Am I crazy for wanting him back?