I don't think your fantasy of your t tucking you into bed at night is weird one bit. It's actually very sweet. It tells me how nutured you feel by your t and that is a good thing, don't you think?

I harbor similar images surrounding my therapist. Whether she is hugging me, reassuring me or telling me something, I know this isn't really happening, I'm just talking to her as if she is with me. And she is, in spirit. So I can soothe myself. I think when you are in therapy long enough, one can create total conversations as if they were there. I have shared my "conversations" with my t. "So, what did we talk about?" She laughs often when I capture the essence of her style of communicating.