@The O.P, wow, sorry to hear that! You did the right thing by cutting that toxic girl out of your life for good. I don't understand people who like to hurt other people on purpose. Anyways, what kind of stuff do you do that ends up pushing other people away? I don't know if I've ever done that for sure.

I've had issues with others in the past to where I let my insecurities and doubts get the best of me, so I kind of ruined a few friendships in the past. I'd do stupid stuff like get upset with them for not calling me after awhile, ugh.

I learned the hard way that I'm not other peoples number one priority most of the time. Also, some of these people had issues too, so that was part of the problem too. And for most of the people who had issues, they didn't seem to really realize that they had that much of a problem. I'm better than I used to be, but I'm still a work in progress.