Recently, I went out of town and the married man that I see also just happened to be out of town in the same area I was in. We were both staying at hotels with our families. When I told him that I was also in the same area he asked if he could come to my hotel room and vice versa.

However, this was too hard to arrange considering we were both with relatives. He basically wanted me to sneak out of my hotel after my teenager was asleep and drive to his hotel and then we would meet in the staircase of his hotel!

I thought about why I would do this. I would do it for excitement and because I feel desperate for human affection. I am by no means ugly and have been told I could get any man I want. But I am not in a good situation and I know exactly why I do this.

I do know if our hotels had been closer or if we were even in the same hotel I would have gone and met him. I know its sad but