I feel so happy today, I did a good job of keeping my room clean, I made my bed put all my makeup in a bag neatly folded my clothes, made practically no mess in the kitchen and I washed myself making minimul mess in the bedroom. These are all basic things people do everyday but I am so estatic because I am like myself again the smart child that got up in the morning straight away and stacked her shoes neatly in a pile. I never felt this amazing before because I feel like I am capable and can do anything. I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF and it feels to good to deny. It looks like I will be able to move out and take good care of myself who knew encouraging myself everyday to believe in my strength and willpower finally payed off. I wanna hug mother and tell her how proud I am and that she doesn't have to worry anymore here seeing me do will is my gift to her and nothing makes me happier than seeing her happy!!!