The pain in some of the posts here.

The pain in all of our posts.

But still, I am still a "bad" person. (because a few others have said that. And maybe they truly believed that. My family, people who should have cared? But no not me, I never ever ever deserved that basic human right ) I was flawed as a baby. I had the wrong colour eyes. I was a disappointment to my mother. I was the wrong sex. My fault always always my fault.SIGH........