Hi Jamie21: Well... since I have no faith... it is difficult for me to know what to write with regard to your post. Personally, I accept the explanation for the existence of life on earth that is provided by the theory of evolution. So, for me, whatever I am, or am not, is simply a result of my genetic inheritance along with the effects of the various experiences I've had along the way during my life... both good & bad...

If there is a god, I suspect s/he is much more concerned with how we care for one another rather than with the content of our thoughts. The unconditional love & support you enjoy from your husband is a precious gift. It is to be celebrated!