I understand. I am terribly embarrased by my weight gain and seeing my pdoc and therapist only seems to reinforce it - after all. it is the medication they gave me which is most responsible.

There was a time I was worried about my sessions. Namely, I was worried I might not be 'good'enough. Would they think I was 'sick' enough? But I came to the realization that they have many many clients and there certainly must be someone worse than me. I remind myself too that there is no award for being 'proper' in the session. I feel a lot more comfortable now.