Oh (((WW))) I'm so sorry to hear that things seem to be compounding in your life. I do hope they square away. Please reach out to those who know you IRL and can assist you with some of this stressful activity.

Maybe it is time for a change. OOOOOooo I know that is scary and right now you may not know of anything else you all can do... but your health is most important in the long run, and this avenue just seems to dig you in deeper.

Please take care.