Now my husband is saying he wants a divorce. He said once again he will go to therapy but also said that the group session we went to recently just confirmed his wanting to leave as it made him realize how hard I am to deal with. I told him that the kids will know that he is leaving as I will in no way tell them that I want this.

I am praying this doesn't happen. I still have hope. But I fear. If this does happen, I have resolved I will try to make it on my own without having to move in with my parents. I have recently believed that I will never be self sufficient but I am planning to challenge this.