Well, idk. I don't think so. I think the spirit pushes us. Like today, I am feeling my psychic awareness on high alert, and once it latches onto whatever it finds - I will be obsessed by that. I always thought my life was more like a leaf on a river - I have seen other people be the river, but I have always been a leaf.
I do make my own decisions. But these are based on something - either impulse, or what I was told by someone that left an impression on what I think I should be.
I have borderline personality disorder besides bipolar, so that might effect things.
|