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Originally Posted by TrailRunner14
There have been a couple of things that have recently come up/come out with me, that seem kind of related to what you are saying.
My son mentioned a conversation he had with me one night in our kitchen, where I was upset and crying. He brought it up in conversation and I acted like I knew what he was talking about, while my mind was spinning trying to remember or figure out what was going on. I did ask him about it later, and he told me that we talked about some issues I was trying to work through. My heart was very sad that this had happened with him. MY mind was spinning, again, because I couldn't remember anything about it.
I do remember that I was listening to a song that was really speaking to my heart, and I was thinking about how I would have changed things if I could have. I remember that, then I remember looking at the clock on my stove and seeing what time it was. Then I remember wiping off the kitchen counters and going to bed. Those are very clear memories to me. But, there is some missing in between time that nothing is there.
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Steve: Yes, I'm sitting here in the pdocs office fighting to stay in control of me being out because everyone wants to talk to her, but I'm the most diplomatic...I have barely no clue what happens when we get home from work, other then a few vague snapshots that aren't mine because they don't feel like they come from me. It's quite disturbing and makes me feel nauseated.
I often just try to ignore whats happening in my mind because thoughts can effect a trigger, so I have to stay focused on my present. Since this is Sherri's world being on here (but I'm bored)....it's a trigger too. Bye.