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I know, right? The funny thing is that he told me that he wasn't trying to be hurtful. He never has been hurtful to me in the past. Maybe he was just angry when he typed that? Even if he was angry, he should've at least called or texted me to see if I made it home OK. I had to email him about 5 or 6 days later to get a response from him!

What bothered me the most is that he told me that now he knows why certain friends of mine (who did me wrong for sure) in the past treated me badly. And on top of that, he told me that he can see why I was stalked, hacked, made fun of, etc... He acted like I was the sole problem for the reason why I also have issues with my family and my husband sometimes. He knew the whole story, and I even admitted that at times I didn't handle some situations that well, but I never ever deserved to be treated as badly as I have by them.

I had one former friend he brought up from the same site we met on who let a stranger hurt me when we went drinking. And another time she lashed out at me at her B-day party since they wouldn't let her bring in a cake, and I was the first person there that she could take her crap out on. She yelled at me to let her use my phone and was being really mean.

I let it go since it was her B-day that night. Also, my sister has been putting me down forever for no particular reason, and my parents would nag me about my weight, etc...

I don't get why he'd do that. He then also told me that he was a better friend to me than I deserved. WTH? I was also a good friend to him! He is under a tremendous amount of stress now, so maybe he didn't mean these things? He knows that I have some issues, but to throw them in my face like this is hurtful, and he should know better than to insinuate that I might need help. He also told me that I flip flop to much, and that I was like Dr. Jekyl and Dr. Hyde, and that I was pushing his buttons and making him mad. All I did was stick up for myself. I thought that was b.s. He was pushing my buttons and acting disrespectful, and he wouldn't just drop the first argument that we had even when I told him to drop it.

Obviously I already got help by being on meds. He then told me that I was popping pills which was absurd since all I took were some herbal pills for digestion at dinner in front of him and his g.f. And they saw that the bottle was a large one, not one full of prescription drugs!

So, I guess that I should forget about him then. This still hurts like hell though. I have barely been able to eat since this happened. I managed to loose almost 10 lbs. So that's good.

From now on, I will NEVER EVER tell anyone about my mental health issues even if they have the same problems in real life as people do judge people like us rather harshly.