Hello Justanotherstar: Welcome to PsychCentral... from the Skeezyks! May you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

PC is certainly a good place to begin figuring out what it is you are experiencing. The more you post here, & reply to other members' posts, the more connected to the community you will become. However, in addition, it may be important for you to talk with someone in real life about what you're experiencing. This might be a trusted friend... a therapist... or other person. These sorts of experiences, if left unacknowledged, ignored, & stuffed down have a way of growing stronger & more difficult to deal with as time goes on. So, from my perspective, joining us here on PC is a great start. But please also consider taking the next step as well & find someone in real life with whom you can share what is happening.