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Old Apr 25, 2016, 04:22 PM
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Originally Posted by gina_re View Post
Yea...I don't do any of that either. The only "creative" thing I'm good at is writing reports. School papers and technical writing for work. That's as far as I go. I was originally a STEM major and I see things very black and white. At least that's the best way I can describe it.
Those coloring books give me a headache.
Even picking out clothes to wear to work is stressful.
Interesting. Is picking out clothes stressful because of some perfectionism or because you know you really are bad at finding matching pairs or something suited to the occasion (if that changes sometimes, like presentations or special meetings)?

I think science is the thing creativity matters as much for as, say, composing music.

It's gauging truth just using (emotional) affect. Intuition.

I know this can be greatly impaired by anxiety: I am at my best creatively when I have little anxiety, but just enough to get some "rational feedback". So either mania or depression alone doesn't work, any delusional fear or self-supporting anxiety doesn't either. It is rare. True creativity only blossoms infrequently, I think and have experienced. Like creative writers having writer's block maybe the most part of their lives.
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