Yes, you are set up for a long road ahead. I missed whether you are in therapy or not. You need continued care, imo, even if it's by means of phone sessions or online. It's one thing to have had a trauma that is in the past that triggers and haunts you, and another thing to have that trauma continue on with active remnants in your daily life.

Please tell us how you are doing good self care. You are, I'm sure because you are still here, and fighting.