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Old Apr 25, 2016, 05:03 PM
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You've expressed yourself very well (much better than I generally do).

I have luckily just one parent (and one sibling) who is very exacting about what I should've done and the way I could've (that I couldn't even is of course nonsense).

You sound wise. Trust your own wisdom.

I am schizomanic, so I am a bit more accepting than those with just BP, but not accepted very much. That's how things go. It isn't a coincidence obviously: we are wise (arguably many with schizomania or schizophrenia just more, but we are delusional, chronically ill).

Soothing idea for most in society: "schizo" means useless, so ignore.

But not for us: we know, feel, it's not true.
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