Well 30 days have been and gone and now only 8 hours remain. Why is this difficult? Why am I still hoping that you will turn around and say that your boss has changed his/her mind, that the charity will fund it, that we can continue to work together? Because you just seem to get it right, whatever that is. Even though I know that this therapy malarky is an art form and that we can never be sure what road we will take or where it will lead. I just know that I wish you could stay with me on the path.

I have no idea whether the decision I am making is the right one, how can I? I guess I will just have to try and stick it out and see if we (New T and I) can make it work, whatever it is.

The whole thing is so confusing I think I might ask you tomorrow if you think it really is necessary. Though I might not.

I might be tired in the morning because I can't see me getting much sleep tonight.