sometimes I feel as though my bipolar is so all encompassing that my free will has been taken from me. at this point I realize that I'm not doing what I need to do to take care of myself, so I try my best to regain this control. while stable I feel that I do have free will, but like you said, it is kind of an all or nothing experience. Don't want to feel held back, but at times it truly feels like I cannot help it to a certain extent.
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Dx: Bipolar I ( from old psych) - (current psych/therapist unsure if they agree)
Rx: Lithium 900mg, Lamictal 400mg, Wellbutrin XR 300mg, hydrochlorothiazide 50mg (for lithium side effects), PRN Xanax .5mg, PRN propranolol (for tremors) 20mg
Familiar with OCD tendencies
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