I just recently started high school. I started out getting decent grades, and my only B was in math. Over the next two terms, my grades fell. I just got my report card today, and my only A was in French. I come from an Indian family, and there's a lot of pressure on me to get good grades. I feel hopeless all the time, and I can't motivate myself to do work. My parents don't believe that there's anything wrong with me, so I can't really get help. Because of my report card, I feel like a failure. I can't envision how to get past this. My parents are very disappointed in me. I also felt the urge to self harm today. I don't know what to do and I feel lost and confused.