I didn't know where else to put this question, but...is there a name for a person who...I don't know how to put it. Its like...I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I hate my age. I hate it all and it's really upsetting. Like...I look in the mirror and...it's not me. Too tall, chest too big, curves present... I can't stand it.

It's extra frustrating because I can't explain it right. I don't feel my age, but it's not in the way that most people mean. Sometimes, I'll literally cry because I can't stand my own body. I'm like a child stuck in a 19 year old's body and it's really upsetting and sometimes it's just too much. Is there a name for this or is it so strange that it's never happened to others before?