I am hurting and have writen a text to my t as I am confused and need to tell someone that these feelings are less then awesome. I wonder if he is deliberately terminating text communication to see how I cope as at the end of last session he asked me how i was going to manage these feelings and I had made myself bleed in session by digging my nails into my arm i think this cruel. I haven't sent the text because he requested me not continue the conversation.