It sounds like you are in addiction and that's why you are fearful. You know what the future can bring if your addiction continues.
Its been about 6 weeks since I last used drugs. I have cravings to use. Its hard fighting it off.
Do you think you could want to stop using ? I know its not easy. If someone knocked on my door right now and offered me drugs I think I would take it. That's how vulnerable I am. I really hope you get the help you need. I know it won't be easy. But you know if you continue your life could fall apart . I wish you the best .

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