Got another proposal rejected with pretty weak marks. About what I expected but still hard to see. The thing is I want to do well and get better at things now, but I'm not sure how much juice I have in the tank or how quickly I can really make things go. Felt pretty low and sad about this, but I didn't give into it as much as I would've in the past. I think the key thing is to keep going. I'm calling it "get sulking done" like david allen's "getting things done" but to try to stop with the wallowing and self-pity.