I'm done, the people I was with yesterday. I shouldn't extend or put the work being friends with people when I'm not in a state to be there. I felt used in some sense. I was right I was, she blew me under like I was yesterdays news. told me how much she loves me, then right when I was about to go on a date with her, oh I gotta bf he loves me alot, sorry we can't have sex anymore we can be friends and not have sex, to now, you're a f ing failure, you always do something that pisses me off, I'm tired of you and your ****.

Like seriously and I gave her rides she got me weed and paid me back yeah she's a friend in some regard, but not emotionally. She just gets mad at me.

She was so fake.

I hate people, I opened up to her and I was an idiot what I intended before, but I feel offended on my intelligence how this girl treats me.

I don't even want friends. I don't want to smoke weed anymore period. I don't want to be here. I chose to ignore her and stop smoking.

I'm just overwhelmed how stupid I feel, that I can't make anything work. I'm the **** up.