You guys are great. Thank you. I woke up 3-4 times but I got at least 7hrs of sleep. I did pop right out of bed no problem. I do feel a little groggy at the same time from extra meds but my hyper-ness kind of balances it.

I feel like I'm still on the up side. I was manic or close to yesterday.

Some of you mentioned my job, etc. For the time being I'm in a non-direct care role which I've done pretty awesome with. I haven't missed a day since I started. I feel totally embarassed now, I would not normally send stuff out like that. I would think I was either crazy or a total jerk if someone did that. I can not tell you how intense it felt during the day yesterday though. Then I had that peak moment for a few hours in the evening. I didn't think I was god just that I was really special and in tune, and had access to everything. It's euphoria type stuff.

I'm still on the up side but maybe my insight and judgement is better. I can't believe I did that now. I made a fool of myself.

I am working a half-day and then going to be off a couple days to see a friend out of town. Hopefully that is what I need to settle back down. I will probably stay on upside a few days and then have a crash back down. That never feels good. I can take a prn the next couple days if I need to.

Thanks for listening. This seriously helped me alot and dialed me down some notches last evening, which led to meds and prn, which led to sleep. I knew I was off base but parts of it felt so amazing I didn't want it to be true. I'm still off base but I think it can be reigned in better from here.