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and of course I'm embarrased by it because of the little kid stuff...

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I find it way more embarrassing to share fantasies with my T than dreams. It's like with dreams, there is less accountability. Hey, I dreamt this, don't blame me! But with fantasies, there is a more active role for the conscious mind in constructing them, and it is hard to admit to my T that I knowingly created this fantasy about him. Like I had the fantasy about letting blood in his office (sharing pain), but it was way easier to think of telling him that as a dream (white lie). I think the content of your fantasy is very, very sweet, pinksoil. It shows lots of warm feelings for your T, lots of trust. Please don't hesitate to share it with him if you need to.

I hope you got the hugs you needed from your husband.

As to whether your "fantasy" was truly a fantasy and not a dream, could it be halfway in between? Have you heard of hypnogagic imagery? Sounds like it might be hypnogagic (or is it spelled hypnagogic?). These are the images that come to you between wakefulness and sleep, but are not fully part of either world. I get that all the time, but I know some people do not experience it much.

(sister, mmmmm, apple pie. Great idea!)