Today is the day I have to make my big decision about whether or not to take this job. I still don't feel like I have made any headway on what I want to do. I keep going back and forth. I don't necessarily feel mentally stable enough now to do it, but the job doesn't start until the fall.

In addtion to a list of pros and cons I have made a list of things to consider and things to not consider because I don't want to make a choice for the wrong reasons.

But I still don't know what to do. I had my therapist appt. and I had hoped it would give me some clarity; it didn't.