I have an appointment for Monday the 24th, so it would only be an entire week. However, if her daughter still needs her after the week or something God forbid goes wrong she will be out later. So I'm glad it's only supposed to be a week, but I'm on edge if it's longer.

The thing that's really been hard is I keep thinking about an assignment I have due for class Tuesday, a family genogram. T and I were going to discuss it Monday. So whenever I think about the genogram, I get happy thinking that I will see my T and share it with her Monday. Then it hits me, she won't be there this week! Whenever that happens it hurts a little more everytime I remember she won't be there.

I am doing relatively ok. My little alters inside are struggling, they miss her a lot. We are also genuinely concerned about her daughter and how she is doing. I think once it hits around Thursday we will be struggling.

I feel so weak for complaining when it's only a week.