I have these little fantasies. I'm not asleep, but I'm not in control of what I'm thinking. My littles and I often picture sleeping on her couch, and she stays with me, tucks me in and holds me. She has held us when we laid down on her couch before covering us with one of her blankets, and knows we often think of her couch as our safe place. I think if we asked her if we could do it again, she'd do it in a heartbeat.