Hello guys and girls,

Mainly a lurker here but I've decided to ask a question that I cannot seem to find the answer of. So, the title isn't very descriptive and it's hard to understand if you are not me but there might be people that recognize this?

So anyway,
Since I was young-ish I've been having sort of very short flashbacks to life elsewhere. Confusing? let me explain: I am from the Netherlands and have lived here all my life. Yet, I have flashbacks to a life in America. These flashbacks last for a fraction of a second and I cannot recall them after they have happened, but I know they show places and events (every time it's different). They give me sort of a nostalgic feeling. Sometimes it makes me feel lonely too, like I do not belong here but there OR I feel happy as in not empty and lonely (which I've been suffering from).

Furthermore, I get the same feeling (nostalgia, sadness, hapiness) when I listen to certain music, see certain things or think of certain things. I've also more attraction to American people. Sometimes it genuinly makes me sad and very restless because I want to be there, not here.

Does anyone even vaguely recognise this? Am I just subconsciously longing for a different life? Am I remembering some past life? (important note: it's usually not in present day but in the 90's), or am I slowly turning insane? I'd like to know. If you people wanna know more I can try to explain, but this is mainly all I know.

Thanks in advance .