So I'm contemplating bankruptcy. I am barely even if that on my monthly budget. Today I went food shopping and my card was declined. I was so embarrassed and confused as I had enough credit. Turns out it was a fraud protection that went off but I didn't get contacted till 10 minutes after I left the store. I felt so embarrassed. Got home and my cable is suspended and they want 400 dollars to turn it back on which I don't have. So now I'm in my house about to ball up feel so embarrassed a failure a loser and pretty much what in my life is going. I even tried to borrow money from my best friend God bless him but he had a bunch of bills to pay and said he'd lend it to me in two weeks.
Why am I even on this earth. I feel so low.